An Urge to Search

An urge, a surge, a desire, a long long search. I seek without, then within, I seek and I seek some more.

I look, I ask, I wonder, I question, and then I look some more. I hear, I see, I listen,and then I hear some more.

I cry, I wonder, I accept, but again, I question some more. I sit, I try, meditate, pray, think, and then I try some more.

I yearn, I lose out, I am lonely, I cry, I wonder, I think, I try and I try no more. I halt, I give up, I stop, I don't try … I drop down, I lay on a cold stone.

I feel, I sense, I see, I hear, I wonder, and then I hear some more. I look, I see, I sense, I hear and I listen - I don't wonder any more.

A field, an old abandoned garden, a cave, a passage, a path, a flight, a golden framed door "Your next passage" I hear, "Listen, that is your next passage, so cry no more" !!!